We knew we were doomed darling i mean we knew everything about each other's heart, eyes, tongue,
there weren't secrets because there couldn't be, how could there be?
and so it went that way those night after nights
we sang and drank and danced by firelight
the sou nd of your laughter, the fire popping
everything was exactly as beautiful as you dreamt it would be when you
were little, when your mother still tucked you in
when you still prayed. I still pray for you
and my father and just about everyone i love.
i don't know why but i makes me feel something like good
something like calmer than i was for years, not
sleeping, obsessing over this universe or that emtpy street
long before you or this complete feeling. Even if i can't name it.
i don't have to.