I became The first time i scraped my knees and didn't say a thing

Because i was running somewhere i shouldn't have been,

I became

The first time my father poured me a whiskey to apologize

For making me exist

I became

In a summer too hot to eat

I became with bruises

By learning physicality


But still falling upwards

I'm becoming every time someone touches me

With every mosquito i kill to leave a speck of my blood

I'm becoming

But i dont know what