its such a strange feeling to realize this place is finally somewhere you call home. home. i think thats something for some reason i never saw happening, but we're all in the same boat here. sometimes it feels the city is trying to 

speak to you. things dont work out as envisioned to test you.. you get all

all these ideas and dreams and so easily you can have to find a new home

home or health issues come up. im realized realizing that people think 

summeer is beautiful but usually its eerie and when when so many things 

die. I used to hate when people say things happen for a reason but how 

else would you ever see