We knew we were doomed darling  i mean we knew everything about each other's heart, eyes, tongue,

there weren't secrets because there couldn't be, how could there be?

and so it went that way those night after nights 

we sang and drank and danced by firelight 

the sou nd of your laughter, the fire popping 

everything was exactly as beautiful as you dreamt it would be when you 

were little, when your mother still tucked you in 

when you still prayed. I still pray for you

and my father and just about everyone i love. 

i don't know why but i makes me feel something like good

something like calmer than i was for years, not 

sleeping, obsessing over this universe or that emtpy street

long before you or this complete feeling. Even if i can't name it. 

i don't have to.